Have I ever told you that I love you? Have I ever told you that I miss you?
The pain is still sharp, when you sent me away. And it just feels like yesterday,when I knew you did not want me to go, but you had to take that step,for my well-being.
I have never told you that I miss the sound of your voice whenever I am away from home. I have never directly told you that I want to cry in your lap like a baby. I have never told you that I need to snuggle beside you when I am wary of this world.
Mama, I have never told you how I have felt about you all these years. You know mama, whenever I think of marrying away, and to start on living in a new home, I start crying. And the only reason, mama, is the hurt that I start feeling with the realization that you and baba would not be constantly present there.
I have never let you know that when something happens, even though it’s a little cut on my finger, I get upset. But the only reason I ignore the pains and all the hurt the world has bestowed upon me, is because I do not want you to worry over me. These past few days, I have missed you. And I have missed you terribly, mama.
I was never actually aware of the bond that we had strengthened over the years, but I have come to cherish it more than life itself.
My heart speaks out to you, and you are my full moon in a darkened sky.
“To snuggle closer,
To hug you tight,
You are my knight,mama,
In a tiniest Fright….”
Love you to the moon and back,mama.
Will join you soon.